Done lurking...

[idioteque90]

I was lurking here for a bit before I signed up for the forum.
I was curious to talk to other people with experiences using binural beats for either recreational or spiritual reasons. I read on other forums that i-doser was a "scam" but I thought I would be open and try it for myself and had some good experiences.
Oh yeah... I'm Tara, I'm 22.

I haven't tried many of the drug doses, but I've come to really like them for falling asleep. I have tried the insomniac dose a few times and one time it took me still, about 30 minutes to fall asleep, and I felt really numb in my body, floating almost. Prozium is nice because I have a lot of anxiety and it does really make me feel "nice and even" like the description says. I find that I'm pretty tired but everything feels warm and cozy.
If anything I would be more inclined to prescription doses because I've never really done any physical drugs other than smoke pot, which was frequently, if not daily when my anxiety was bad. I just like downers and things that make me happy... For a brief period I was experimenting with prescription meds like painkillers and xanax, but they're really tempting and easy to get hooked to so I am happy I can try them in a simulated way with no possibility of bad reactions or side effects.
I tried vico and I liked that.

I mostly got into binural beats because of the Holosync program. I had been mainly been using this stuff for meditation purposes.

Anti-sad has been really good for me too and I recommend it to anyone who is going through a rough time because it seems to help me distance myself from the problems long enough to create a solution, which is kind of tough when you're really caught up in it.

I want to try absinthe, actually I think I might today! My main issue in deciding what I want to dose is if I want to go on like a mind-journey or just want to feel relaxed. Most of the time I would rather just be deeply relaxed/numb/silly.

Anyways that's my shpeel.
Hiii, hopefully I have some sort of experiences to offer once I start really trying a better variety of doses- even just as an experiment.