For example: What way should I feel?
I've had a few doses untill now, and some of them felt really good, though I keep questioning whether I get the right effect or whether it's just one big placebo effect.
My first dose was French Roast.
I thought I'd take a light one, just to try it out. I had also never been on the forum . So already before I played it, my heart started pounding a little harder, just because I was very excited and even a little bit scared, too.
During the dose my heart started to pound like crazy, I was really excited about what I was going to feel.
So this way, the dose didn't have any chance of having effect, and even if it did, I wouldn't had felt anything, I already was energetic as hell, even before trying the dose.
Actually, a more recent try with French Roast did have some results. I was lying in bed and then put it on, just before I was getting to sleep. I was very tired, so I thought it might achieve some effect. I pressed "play" and lied down very relaxed, just letting the dose do its work. And it actually worked a little. I opened my eyes more widely, feeling less tired. But eventually, after five minutes, I fell asleep.
More experiences will eventually follow, I have done other doses such as SpeedQH, which I also have some things to write about.
When doing a dose, what should I feel? Should I be totally unconcious, or not ? Sometimes, during some of the doses I tried (not the light ones like F roast), I felt kinda like the sound "took over", and somehow I was not really aware that I was lying in my room, but that feeling always disappeared again, after maybe 5 seconds. Should I feel like this the entire time? What state of awareness are you in during your doses?
