Setting: Headphones, bedroom, lights off, eyes closed
Mental State: Mind wandered in and out of self talking but slowly gave in. I'm a horrible meditator but the mind wandering kind of made it work in the long run.
Experience: Waves of sound start very slow then really high pitched and fast. About halfway through I put my hands behind my head to get more comfortable and my fingertips started to become numb. It wasn't a drug type numbing, but more like when you sit on your hand and it turns pins and needles. My self talking started to fade and I really just did not want to move. It felt great, I felt like a jellyfish in my bed, just a blob sinking into the sheets. When it ended the afterglow lasted about 45 minutes to an hour where music and taking a shower felt really calming. Mentally, it feels like you are on a comedown from marijuana use, just floaty and not talkative in your head.
Rating: 8.5/10
I would give a 10 for being my first really effective dose, but the afterglow wore off quickly. Highly recommended dose.
