Long time user, getting effects now!

[Beladol]

I have seizure's so my brain waves and patterns are not exatly the same as everyone else's im not sure if this is why I had an effect happen so fast. But They do happen for me, although I had I-doser ofr over a year, and bought about 5 dose's never gave it a good shoot (having kids in all forgot I had it)

so last week I started to get into it again as when I first started the effects didnt work right (was my cheap dollar store headphones) Bought some new ones, 50.00 bucks removes background noise's and high crystal clear sound I hear little if no static at all.

So I was stupid last night, Like I said I am still technically a new user.
GoH - what exactly happened? not to much I think it was the fact I was hoping something would happen that I was thinking of what is the effect gonna be like rather then opening my mind to the sounds. anyhow so I started to drift off to sleep was about there I think could have been effects from the sounds, but My body felt heavy my right leg more so then any part of my body I would close my eyes I would see a cloaked old women (I think she was old) trying to swip at me) ((again i was half asleep at this point) when I would open my eyes for a few seconds I would see shadows on the ceiling by the wall, then they would just go away after I blinked. Then came that distubing noise, keep in mind I was not expecting this Cracking n pop but thats what made me toss my headset across the room, I dont know why this noise scared the shit out of me, but it did, it was not cause it was loud or anything but jsut creepy as hell I mean I was wide awake after this, and I was not able to sleep for another 4 hours (I started this at 1 am passed out at 5)


Game Experience: RPG - Can't say much about this as I played fallout 3, to me fallouit 3 is more of a 1st person shooter. however I did find I used strategic plans I never once did before I was more aware to my health and ammo. (I also did this does WHILE loading and playing the game)

Alcohol - Well right now I just did this one I feel a slight glow as if I had a few beer, I am in a state of happiness.

Divinorum - I felt tingly feelings across my right leg, my hands felt as if they were curled in a fist but they were against my chest, relaxed, I felt relaxed and at ease with things (lots of bs going on in my life this made it all go away) About 15 minutes in it felt like i was melting into my bed.