>(I don't know if there is a specific section for these stories or these first time workings and if so, I am very sorry and mods feel free to do what you please with this post) <
Anyways, the very first time I tried, wellp I was more curious to what the files sounded like more than anything, so I popped in the alcohol one and surfed the net while I listened and yeah, nothing of course, but I wasn't expecting it to happen anyways. While listening I started reading a very handy page on the proper way to listen to these doses.
I read it a couple of times here and there to get a firm idea and with this info I decided to try "Black Sunshine". How I did it was I laid down on my bed,took my glasses off, plugged in a pair of decent quality (ear pollution CS-40's) closed headphones, adjusted the volume so it was pleasant, and not too loud, and placed a white t-shirt over my eyes (that way my vision wasn't pitch black and that my brain was distracted trying to see in the said darkness) and I cleared my mind, and just stared at nothing. Not really concentrated staring, just looking into the white without focusing on anything. I don't know if i did it right, but yeah, I felt really nothing. I guess Black Sunshine is more of a calming dose? If so, I was relaxed before, so it didn;t really affect me.
Fast forward to 45 minutes ago, I figured to give it another shot. This time, I went for the big guns, if this don't work, I guess I am immune or I will have to try harder. I decided to try the behemoth called "Hand of God". I do the same steps as before and it starts out the same....then I notice (without concentrating on thinking, so I wouldn't throw myself off) the white t-shirt is pretty dark, like if I had a dark t-shirt on. Then it was almost as if someone was watching over me as if their face was in front of the shirt.
Then, the pitch starts to go higher, and this is where it gets freaky. The light finally gets from dark to light to lighter to a blinding white light ( which by this point was like "HOOOOLLLLYYYY SSSHHHHIIIII-") and , well to put it simply: it's as if I was in the clouds. Blue sky with clouds floating past, totally surreal. Now, that may seem boring but for a person who was starting to doubt this phenomena, it was INSANE. Words really can;t describe my awe-ness at what was going on. All this, from a sound file?????? Incredible!!!
Anyways, towards the end, the blue sky got obscured by the clouds and then its as if I was floating around in grey skies until the dose started fading out, which then the light finally got more realistic looking; as if i was looking at a white t-shirt covering my eyes.
I dunno if this bored anyone but I figured I would share it because I for one, am still ecstatic that it finally worked and I can only get better at being more receptive to these doses, and I imgaine there are users that enjoy hearing about peoples first "working" times (cuz not everyone gets it on the first few tries).
Anyways, to end, I am up for recommendations!
. I have a quick question though...is the best lighting different for people? I just tried it after doing the reset one but this time I counted backwards from 850 in my head, and focused on total relaxation with the lights being off (its 4 PM) and a dark shirt over my eyes and to my surprise, nothing 
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