And I feel that I miss you all, how have you all been? Today and last night I have tried three doses, Heroin, HeroinQH, and Demerol. Before I start explaining my reviews, I'll tell you guys why my sudden absent. I dropped I-Doser because I got so busy with my personal life that I never had the time for dosing, and soon I forgot all about the pleasures of I-Dosing until I watchd "Get Him to the Greek" a movie starring my favorite person, Russell Brand
, and his talk of heroin, made me realize how much I love opioids, but that wasn't the only thing that interested me,I also got back into it because I realized just how many ex-heroin addicts are really attractive and I figured "Hey, I could dose and possible get the same effects??" 
so, I tried heroin, and here is where we begin.------------
Heroin + Real Kava (around 6 tbsps)
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It was a late night (~12:00) so I decided that I would have some opiate fun and do Heroin, and man, did I get some strange effects. As the dose began to kick in, I did some deep breathing and imagined that the bottom of my lungs were pulling the air in, and then I'd breath out, this plus the kava caused for some real relaxation and because I was already under the influence of kava my muscles were very relaxed and my body was warm, but after a couple minutes, they were even warmer and deeply relaxed, I began to have some light, fluffy thoughts but suddenly the tone ended (or maybe I passed out :O
) everything felt like a dream, I'm not even sure if I was truly awake, or actually dreaming, but I do remember me putting my Zune away because the tone ended (or I thought it ended, but maybe I actually passed out) then I had a lot of thoughts or dreams about me talking to all these people and having a great time and confessing how I feel for them (they were very accepting) especially to this girl I like (who also likes me back) and then I had the sudden urge to see what time it was, so I grabbed my zune from my side and it's 2!! I felt totally surprised because I just blew 2 hours in what felt like 20 minutes. Or maybe I was dreaming and I dreamed of the time. Who knows, whatever happened the dose did exactly what it said This was an awesome dose and I would highly recommend to everyone to try, especially if you are an opioids lover >;)you will dream while awake, and be awake while you dream.
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HeroinQH
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I tried this dose the morning after I tried Heroin, I was getting a ride to my counsellor when I decided, hey, I got about 30 minutes to burn, why not do a QuickHit of heroin, best decision I made for wasting time
thanks to my ADHD, I can dose with my eyes open and having thoughts run through my mind, so Idid just that, I enjoyed all the scenery as the heroin QH pulled my down and down and I became really warm inside like I was wrapped in a blanket of comfortable warmth and I could even feel the warmth travel in my veins and move all over my body and euphoria began to kick as I started to nod, and then my eyes closed, the dose ended and my Zune began playing "Off to the races" by Lana Del Rey (a song that throbbingly made me desire to do the Heroin dose) and I enjoyed the song so much, it was beautiful, when I got to my counsellers I enjoyed even more talking to him (even if it was about me snapping into rage and punching a hole into my wall at my house the other day) I loved this dose and will repeatedly be doing it, I would recommend this to those that don't have a lot of free time on their hands and are looking for a quickie----------------------
Demerol
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Hm, this dose was a little weird, it was nearly the exact same thing as the HeroinQH but that my hands and arms began to go numb and putting mild pressure on any of my body parts made them go numb, I believe that this dose is for more medicinal use than recreational use, and I would recommend it for pain relief.
Thanks for reading guys, later
