I have attempted to dose before but I have encountered some problems:1. Privacy. My mom doesn't barge into my room or anything like that, I would just prefer for her to not be home when I do this. It's a safety precaution, in a way...just in case I trip balls and start hallucinating or something. Doesn't sound very safe, but I think I could cope better without the twenty questions flying my way.
2. Length. My body has trouble sitting still for long periods of time, even when I'm asleep. I have pretty bad insomnia, so I have trouble getting to sleep and I tend to wake up in the middle of the night.
Anyway, I digress...as I was saying, my mind tends to race and I race along with it. So, what do you suggest I do to relax?3. Time. Won't be much of an issue over summer vacation.
There are a few other minuscule problems that I won't dwell on.
So...now that I have the time, what does everyone recommend? I would prefer something a little softer, something that won't shake me to my core. Considering I've been hitting a rocky road with my mood recently I don't want something that will throw it all around and screw with it even more.
I've had my eye on more hallucinogenic doses, especially Speed (which, in all honesty, I'm a little scared to try.) but if you suggest something else I'm cool with that
Now I'm just going on and on and on. Hope to see some replies soon!
