Cocaine
This thread is so much a diary of my experiences at this point, not exactly what I envisioned but it seems like this is where this stuff is at, I hope to stay long enough to see that change a bit.
On to the review, this one I'm sure is going to be edited later because even though I did this one a handful of times I always get the feeling I haven't quite met it's full potential for me yet, even short term speaking. It's obviously an upper and mostly I only get the desire to do it while I'm "down", meaning tired, sleepy and in need to be picked up, that's not ideal for any dose much less something that will need to get you to spin 180º imo. Which brings me to my first point, this dose does just that, it picks you up. One of the first times I dosed sucessfuly with it I was at the end of a day following a 3h sleep night and I had already drink my fair share of expressos so that wasn't an option anymore but I was still tireeeed. So... I was at my cousin's house and I just talked to him about I-doser so I said "Hey I'm gonna dose" and so I went to his bedroom and I did.
Right then and there I immediatly felt awake, in fact, I felt like I was on and restless. I felt like I wanted to make stuff happen, I was confident and I wanted to dare doing stuff that I don't actually do (let's leave it at that), go get what I want regardless of the consequences basically. I felt like the man.
The effect more or less stayed with me for hours. I also felt stimulated which I usually feel with this one also but not too much, there's a mild euphoria sort of high that I haven't yet experienced anywhere else in my "library" of doses.It's not constant though, it's subtle and I feel it now and then. I was gonna write about my experience today but this is too long already so I'm just gonna say that so far the effects from this dose consist of three elements to me:
-Mild and unique euphoria sort of high;
-Mental energy, alertness, restlessness;
-Confidence and the impulse to act on it and get shit done, you feel like a boss so you want to act like one 
That's it for now but I'm starting to get a little experienced at dosing I know I can still experience these effects to a higher degree, I feel it in my bones. lol
Who knows if maybe I don't bring out something more out of this one? To be further edited.
Happy dosing!
