Trouble

[Clowd]

Heya, So far only 2 doses have worked FR(worked really damn well) and quick happy.(made me smile).
Ive tried Nitrous like 4 times now, and ive tried different things, lights off. eyes closes, lying down, sitting down, focusing on beats, focusing on pink noise, focusing on nothing, focusing on other things (imagining the shape and geometrics of a complex object to get my mind off things). Nothing has worked.

So i pose this question. Is Nitrous just too weak, or am I just immune, I do carry a slight fear of something crazy happening on I-doser, which is why ive stayed away from halucinogens, could that be affecting me?

Either way, im going to try Exctecy dose with my girlfreind there (not talking or doing anything), and if i feel aroused, she said she'd help me with that problem . Who knows maybe this dose will work for me. It worked on her.(which was a very fun day i might add).

Also could it be my problem that ive always had a natural instinct to be in compleate control of my mental state and im just not allowing idoser to work with the bigger doses instictivly.

Please help me.

~Clowd


also, its my first post!

[Kingjames88]

"and if i feel aroused, she said she'd help me with that problem"
and that thought alone will get you arroused...
I would think.

[Clowd]

Oh hell yes , i just wanted to try Idoser to see if it would heighten the experiance...

[Kingjames88]

lol...
well have fun then.
eaither way sounds like your garenteed a good time !!

[f12button]

Also could it be my problem that ive always had a natural instinct to be in compleate control of my mental state and im just not allowing idoser to work with the bigger doses instictivly.

There you go.

The mind is a powerful thing. Ever been high and needed to sober up, so thought "i'm not high, i'm sober." If you concentrate, what happens?

Of course, it usually doesn't last long...lol.

[Clowd]

Well, it was a fun day! , but the ecstacy dose didnt work. Im now going to try anti-sad cause my parents are argueing infront of my little sister and its pissing me off.

[Ness]

Best advice I can give you is to not be afraid. Dive in head first. Understand that something "crazy" could happen, but don't be afraid of it, embrace it. Remember, you can't be shown anything that isn't already there somewhere in your mind. Embrace your mind, don't fear it.

[Clowd]

lol i tried that today to, i started the dose accepting and knowing that what could happen is a creation of my mind. I also went in with a mental state of openness to anything.

[Ness]

lol i tried that today to, i started the dose accepting and knowing that what could happen is a creation of my mind. I also went in with a mental state of openness to anything.

Well, if you're totally comfortable with your mind, try Hand of God Who knows, might work. Of course it's pretty expensive. Try BufoToad or DMT or Peyote. Peyote is a pretty solid dose.

[konajinx]

I doubt 99.9% of people on here who have done Hand of God have actually bought it.

[Clowd]

I doubt you are lying.. hmm i may try hand of god... lol dunno sounds pretty intence!

[konajinx]

It's OK...as I've said on here in other threads...the first time I tried it it was cool, and subsequent doses yielded nothing but sleep. So at $200 it's not what they say it is. It could easily be a $4.00 dose.

[Kingjames88]

"I doubt 99.9% of people on here who have done Hand of God have actually bought it."
they have probably sold like 2 of them, if that ...