i tried several doses here and with all doses i felt something like fear. partly WHILE i listened to it and partly AFTERWARDS.
Not really fear,but a strange kind of insecurity,like somebody is watching me or is in my room. My theory is that this binaural waves bring me in a kind of subconcious state,in which all my fears come to the surface ?
Now i cannot turn it off,i feel very unpleasant. the only dose that did NOT bring me in a kind of insecure or scary state is "excite". maybe it is my fear of a bad trip or of scary hallucinations while listening to this doses. I can say,i Feel different now, i listened to "reset" 2 times and i am still not normal. This strange humming and this white noise is very unpleasant. If a person is near,i dont have the slightest fear,but when im alone,i feel this insecurity and that kind of fear.
Maybe i-doser is not good for me,or i am a kind of a labile personality,i dont know.
would like to hear your opinion on it.
strange state of conciousness with all doses
So you're afraid of having a bad trip? Don't be! I promise it won't hurt you. After having my fair share of bad trips, I can tell you with complete honesty that, while they DO suck, they're not the end of the world by any means. Neither binaural beats nor drugs can show you a single thing that isn't already there in your mind one way or another. Hallucinations are totally self-generated. There might be some scary things lurking in your mind, but remember, always remember, they're a part of YOU. While this might not be as reassuring as "Don't worry, you won't have a bad trip", it IS the truth and knowing it should make you less afraid of a bad trip. Also, accepting the possibility of a bad trip can also lessen the chance of it happening. And so nobody accuses me of leaving anything out here are some of the things that CAN go wrong. If you have a bad enough trip, it IS possible (though unlikely) that you can come out with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Don't worry about that though, I-Doser isn't likely to be strong enough to produce a trip that bad. Also, you could end up (bad trip or no) with Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder. This is basically a distortion of vision even after the effects of the hallucinogen have worn off. This is usually temporary and even so, it is rarely disruptive to normal life. So basically, this all boils down to: Chillax, bro, you'll be fine.
Ness? True dat, man. That was beautiful.
I have a friend who had HPPD for over a year after dropping 2c-i. He said at first, it was horrible, but he learned to live with it. Needless to say, no drugs for him after that.
Another valuable lesson a friend told me while your tripping: It's a drug. It'll go away. One way or another, whatever you're feeling will pass, and you will return back to normal in a while. Just knowing that makes bad trips seem not bad at all, or even eliminates them. Just enjoy yourself, and accept bad trips as a part of the territory. Eventually, you'll easily be able to control your trips.
Anyway, what you may be feeling is a fear of a bad trip, but it also may just be fear/insecurity. You've just gotta be in a comfortable place. This is true with i-doser and also with any drug. Remember, any drug will amplify your feelings times ten (except for sedatives, lol), so if you're feeling bad, it's best to lay off the drugs, doses or not.
And if you keep feeling like this, there's a simple thing to remember:
Money try, monkey no like. Monkey try again, monkey no like again. Monkey lay down the pipe (or headphones!) and goes to something else.
It's not worth it feeling that way.
I have a friend who had HPPD for over a year after dropping 2c-i. He said at first, it was horrible, but he learned to live with it. Needless to say, no drugs for him after that.
Another valuable lesson a friend told me while your tripping: It's a drug. It'll go away. One way or another, whatever you're feeling will pass, and you will return back to normal in a while. Just knowing that makes bad trips seem not bad at all, or even eliminates them. Just enjoy yourself, and accept bad trips as a part of the territory. Eventually, you'll easily be able to control your trips.
Anyway, what you may be feeling is a fear of a bad trip, but it also may just be fear/insecurity. You've just gotta be in a comfortable place. This is true with i-doser and also with any drug. Remember, any drug will amplify your feelings times ten (except for sedatives, lol), so if you're feeling bad, it's best to lay off the drugs, doses or not.
And if you keep feeling like this, there's a simple thing to remember:
Money try, monkey no like. Monkey try again, monkey no like again. Monkey lay down the pipe (or headphones!) and goes to something else.
It's not worth it feeling that way.
