dxm!

[svertaly]

dxm is quite an experience. let me guide you through it...

the setup: i had bose AE2 headphones, with the cord stretched across the room to my bed. i laid there with my feet under a blanket. the lights were off, and i was the only one awake. and so it begins.

i had practiced breathing exercises/meditation beforehand, so i was feeling pretty confident, unlike when i tried marijuana, where my only experience was getting stoned out of my mind for about ten seconds.

after concentrating on my breathing for a bit, it began to hit me. if you'd imagine little dots running through your entire body, where everywhere they touch brings bliss, you'd feel how i felt. my mind had a pretty intense rush, and i felt my head being lifted from my shoulders some time later. i was lightheaded.

the next few minutes had me in a trance, and i felt my head drifting away. i'd get excited about having no head, and it would come back. the process would repeat over and over again. eventually, something strange happened.

i went so deep into the trance that i couldn't even hear my headphones anymore, but my head kept floating away. i'm not even sure if i fell asleep or not, but soon i was conscious of everything again, and i was disoriented. i told myself i might have a panic attack if i tripped hard, so i took my headphones off. it was hard for me to walk straight, but i managed to put them away, shut everything off, and crash into sleep.

another noticeable effect was that my dreams were extremely vivid. i can't remember the last time i dreamed, but it's been a very long time. i have no problems recalling my dreams right now. my first dream:

i was home with two friends locked in my mom's room, and we knew that if we didn't protect ourselves, the zombies would get us. i was hiding behind curtains until i felt something grab me, and i was instantly awake. i walked to the other side of my room, grabbed my tennis racquet, put it back next to my bed, and went to sleep again. my next dream, i was simply walking down my school hallway, greeting people.

anyway, dxm was fun until i got panicky about not recalling my thoughts. i'll try it again soon. it was amazing while it lasted, to say the least.

[SadLittlePony]

*Dances and Wiggles Excitedly* I am so happy you got the dose to work as strong as you did. When you reach that point thats when you dont wanna go back because you believe then. The power that these Doses hold so much possibilities I cant wait to see the future of them.

[Darklon]

Totally sounds like the real thing minus the puking haha.