Hand of God Question?

[tkelly260]

So I used to use idoser on my computer all the time a few years back. Would get the chills but never really and strong effects. Well I just got the idoser app on my ipod and purchased every dose. Been experimenting and the one that hit me the hardest the first time... was the last five minutes of Hand of God.

I did it two times on my bed laying down. However the weird thing is it didnt work the second time. The first time I did it mid-day with no blanket over me and it was crazy n I felt amazing afterwards! But then I tried it the next day late at night with a blanket and got no effect.

I think it might be because I was expecting/waiting for this big feeling and therefore my mind wasnt very clear in anticipation. Also I got a little frustrated of it not working so this also didnt help my mind focus. Kind of like when I do the trip dose I expect to hallucinate and the dose doesnt work. I used to smoke weed alot so the green dose doesnt work because I expect that same feeling. Same thing with orgasm haha.

But then I do doses not knowing what to expect like Hand of God the first time, A-Bomb, Aftermath, and others that end up working.

So do you think me expecting/anticipating is what screwed up the second dose or timing of day/blanket???

[kagalive]

I think it's the anticipation/expectations you have of the dose. A similar thing happened to me with ZeroGravity. I listened to it once and it was great then I listened to it again nearly straight away expecting the same results, my experience the second time was greatly lessened and I'm pretty sure it's because I expected certain things to happen at certain times.

Doses seem to work best when you are relaxed and aren't waiting for something to happen.

Hopefully you have better luck in the future!