So, here's my story from last nights doses - give me any advice/comments that you can.
1. Content - Before I went out for the night to go see a movie, I did content. I did not really focus on anything in particular, I just kind of closed my eyes and listened. I tried not to think about it while it was happening, I was just going to enjoy the "high" afterwards. My friend and I did it together, and it really did work. We were both very high and euphoric afterwards. I liked Content a lot.
2. French Roast - After returning from the movie, I was dead tired, so my friend & I decided to do a quick pick me up. French Roast really worked, too. I'm not sure what I did during this one... I think I more focused on the weight of the blindfold on my face and 5 minutes later, I was aware and awake. Weird stuff.
3. Alcohol - For me, this one did not work so well. But that could be in part due to the fact that my friend, who was relaxing in the desk chair, fell out of it "intoxicated" 15 minutes into the dose. Then he started smacking his lips together and such on the floor and accidentally kicking me during the dose, so I just said "F**k it." and took out the headphones.
4. Ecstasy - I was really excited about doing this one. For my friend, it caused him to have some weird-ass dreams or something. But he had also had a little bit to drink last night as well. For me, I had a REALLY hard time focusing during Ecstasy... but for the few minutes that I did focus, the only effect it had on me was accelerated breathing. Though for a brief moment at the end of the dose, I did feel a fairly intense sexual compulsion, but it died off almost as soon as it had arrived.
5. Astral Projection - My other friend who tried Astral Projection said it was the greatest experience of my life and described his trip to me. I couldn't wait. This was the last one of the night. For awhile, I did not feel anything, and I was only anticipating what was to come. When I did let my guard down, however, I suddenly could not feel my hands. I was aware they were there, but it was like my fingers were numb. I could feel my palm, but I really couldn't feel my fingers. When I closed my eyes, I just kinda saw really intense alternating black and white colors on the back of my eyelids. And then...... i fell asleep. :'( I was soooo close to projecting.
Tonight I plan on doing one or two more by myself. I was thinking of trying AP again, but I don't know. Any suggestions to what doses I should take tonight, and what I can do differently to make sure I don't have a bad dose or failed dose?
First night of doses - a report
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