First time experience I-Doser and Masochist

[idose4me]

Just writing my first time experience with the I-Dose and the Masochist "drug".

First off, after reading several threads here on how to properly get the most benefit out of using I-Dose, I did the following.

1. Closed all blinds to make my room as dark as possible
2. Attached headphones to my computer
3. Listened to the smallest I-Dose file I had 2times in a row to prepare my brain for the receiving frequency ( I listened to 'French Roast' twice)
4. Listened to "Reset" for about 5mins


Now that I got 'prepped up' I started the Masochist I-Dose, I closed my eyes, sat in my chair as relaxed as possible and focused on the "blackness" infront of me.


Experiences:

At first off, it was hard to keep focus on the blackness... but after what felt like 5 mins, I started to have some VERY vivid sexual visions.

At first, I though it was just a placebo, so I re-focused my concentration on my closed eyes and the blackness.... and again I began to have some vivid sexual visions.

At this point I decided to "go" with the visions.... after all that is what I-Dose is supposed to do.... put you in that frame of mind!

While still keeping my eyes closed and being relaxed --- I did not focus on the visions, but rather I just let the visions come naturally. I did not manipulate or engage in the visions... I just "watched" them.


They were very vivid, each time I became aroused and what felt like I would reach a near orgasm state, I would then find myself calming down.... then again a burst of libido would flow through me and a new sexual vision would occur.... causing another arousal!


This process repeated about 4-5 times.


Then, what felt like was near the end, I did not experience any "pain" but rather I found myself yawning very, very frequently!


The sexual desires and visions stopped, and the tiredness and yawning increased!! I must have yawned almost non-stopped until the session was finished!


I kept my eyes closed and focused on the blackness and I still kept on yawning.


Even now as I type this, I'm listening to RESET and still yawning... I can't
freaking stop yawning now!!!


Overall.... Masochist gave me some great sexual fantasies that I would like to experience in real life... but it was at the expense of getting these darned yawns!!!!

Nothing a cup of "real" coffee won't fix (no offense to you French Roast lovers)


UPDATE:

Even after 30mins the "dose" session ended, I still couldn't stop yawning.... so I cracked open a can of my favorite sugary beverage goodness and drank it down (ie: Pepsi). Sure enough, the yawns stopped and I feel back to my "normal" self again.

This sure does give off a long after effect!

[UnknownFear]

Interesting experience. Can't wait to try this!

[kevin267]

i tried that one and it didn't really give me much of a sexual feeling besides the fact I was thinkin about it the whole time, but at one point (i guess it was during the 'pain' part) there was a thump or something, which seemed to knock me into space and made me feel like i was moving all over the place,like i wasn't lying in my bed anymore i was spining forward and stuff, hard to describe. But since i was thinking about sex the whole time, i imagined the feelings were kinky girls grabbing me and pulling me all over