Black Sunshine, Am i going too fast?

[ookpaya]

One night i decided to do some idoser and i wasnt that tired so i figured its a good time killer. I'v already done lots of doses, but no SUPER STRONG ones. i decided to do black sunshing. I figured that if they made a sequel to White Crosses, The white crosses dose wasnt very strong.

Sure the black sunshine had all its warnings but i went ahead. I listened all the way through. When i close my eyes i see strange intricate designs, kinda like spider web but it looked like pretty patterns. Then i got up from bed and entered my bathroom. Then i wondered why i went there. I guess i just went to the bathroom in case there was a chance that at that time i had to go to the bathroom, it would be right there. Whenever i stopped moving for more than like 5 seconds, it would feel like my body was hardening that way.

As a result, i didnt get any sleep and have been depressed for like a day.

Am i going to fast? should i try some more weaker doses? or is this how black sunshine is supposed to feel like?

[catzpurr]

Black Sunshine was my second dose. Maybe I'm just insensitive to the dose, but it made me feel like I was sinking, sinking, sinking in nothingness and did absolutely nothing else. You might just want to try some weaker ones.

[lamppost10]

I say, relax. Do whatever dose you are comfortable with. Just remember, that no matter what one you pick, be it quick happy, or gate of hades, It is just binaural beats. It can't hurt you.

[allceltictx]

If you get depressed, it's good to try some of the mood enhancing doses, like marijuana, content, quick-happy, or Alpha. They work wonders.