Anyway, I've had some pretty cool experiences. I'll list all the doses and then describe them, I'll start with the first few experiences and then I'll post experiences I have afterward.
Opium Experience
So this was my first experience and it was pretty cool. I was back in my room with my Sennheiser headphones on listening to the Opium dose. Despite several distractions, I did manage to focus for most of the dose. When I opened my eyes afterward, everything seemed dream-like and strange. Foreign even. I felt very heavy and sedated, but my mind was content. It wasn't like an overwhelming euphoria, it was more like general happiness, nothing was wrong in the world and everything was going fine in life. I had tingling feelings in my fingertips also, and feelings of hot flashes all through my body. It was pretty wild stuff. After about thirty minutes I got pretty tired and went to sleep, so it works as an anesthetic too.
Rating: 6/10
Trip Experience
This has probably been my most overwhelming dose to date, though several others come close. The Trip dose was one I picked at random, seeing as it was recommended as the 'starter' dose for the trippy/psychedelic doses. I wasn't sure what it would do, as it didn't seem that it was based upon any actual psychoactives like many others, it was seemingly based simply upon the psychedelic experience. So...I tried it.
Within the first few minutes I felt myself getting heavier, my mind calming down and the sounds became more intriguing as things intensified. I found myself able to focus on the sounds more, and even felt lost in the sounds of the dose at points. I then fell into a deep trance-like state, quite quickly within the dose, it was almost like a half-sleep state, but I am sure it was simply trance. I saw things in my eyelids, shining golden Egyptian-like hieroglyphic writing ran through my vision first of all, strange symbols and characters I didn't recognize. Then I saw a tunnel of jagged golden faces, very defined, spiralling around the center of my vision. I also saw a green idol face, it was talking and tilting, and I could hear garbled words and shouts within the sounds of the dose as it spoke. Finally, I hallucinated that I was in a vehicle traveling down the road, and a bright red semi-truck came flying over the hill, swirling and flying through the air, flipping and turning towards me. It was at that point I came out of the trance-like state. Afterward, my perception of things felt different for about an hour. Overall, intense dose.
Rating: 9/10
Cocaine Experience
So cocaine was my third experience. I listened to the dose, looking for a stimulant effect, and I definitely got it. Before the dose even ended, I felt heat in my limbs and I was getting twitchy. My thoughts seemed to rush in and out of cognition as the dose intensified. After it was over, quite simply, I felt like running. Exercising. Doing anything entirely. I was content, much like I had gotten with the Opium dose, yet not as 'calmed', I wanted to go do things. I also felt the crash after about two hours, and got really tired and lethargic.
Rating: 5/10, the stimulant effect was fun but it didn't have too much euphoria or mind-altering effects.
Peyote Experience
So one day me and my friend were pretty bored, and I told him about I-doser. He decided to try nitrous and I tried peyote. Overall it wasn't as intense as trip but yet had a very psychological effect on me. As I listened to the dose I began to see vivid colors dancing behind my eyelids, morphing and melting away into eachother. Patterns also danced before my eyes, shapes forming together and spinning around. My thoughts were highly spiritual, I thought of very philosophical things and felt a general oneness with the universe and all of the people within it. I felt mildly euphoric also, as if I generally had a love for everyone and everything in the entire universe. The after-effects didn't persist very long, but a pretty good psychological dose.
Rating: 8/10
Heroin Experience
This is my latest experience with I-Doser, and it was probably my most profound experience with it also. I had begun reading about the effects of heroin and found myself intrigued, so I decided to try the dose. It started off with a pretty intense downer effect, I felt as though I was locked into place, very heavy and numb, my muscles completely relaxed. I felt warm flashes all through my body, and then...it hit me hard. I was dizzy, intensely euphoric, everything in the world was just...amazing, everything was intriguing. When I opened my eyes it seemed like everything was a dream. My vision was even blurry! Tingling and pounding feelings overtook my body and the heated feeling was still there. I was, although feeling these sensations, entirely numb. I felt extremely calm and happy throughout the entire experience. Overall, this is my favorite dose so far.
Rating: 9.5/10
Demerol Experience
Comfortably numb is the best way I can describe this dose. I was extremely hazy minded, tired and drowsy, and quite content with life. This dose was done when I had my eyes open, and I was simply concentrating on the sounds. It probably wasn't as strong as it would have been had I had my eyes closed, but either way, it was quite nice.
Rating: 7/10
Heroin Experience 2
So I tried Heroin again and had an even better experience this time. I felt heat tingling through me, slowly rising from my fingertips and eventually taking over my body. Euphoria rushed through my mind, I felt very tingly and heavy, as if a cement block had been placed ontop of my head, almost like a pressure inside of my head infact. The effects persisted long after the dose ended. I had the same sort of feeling as if I had just woken up from a nap. Drowsy and rather tired, yet stimulated and extremely exhilarated with life. Music sounded much better as I listened to the song 'Heroin' (ironically) by Lou Reed. The slight after-effects stuck with me for a couple more hours.
Rating 10/10, one of my favorites.
Speedball Experience
The creators of I-Doser were exactly right when they labeled this dose as 'Intense' in the description. I could distinctly feel a strong stimulating feeling as the first part of the dose set in, seeming to be the cocaine phase of the speedball dose. I got quite twitchy and anxious, feeling like I had to move, and my body felt like it was moving despite the fact that it wasn't. I had a hard time keeping my eyes shut as my eyelids wanted to flutter through this, frustratingly. Euphoria and a sense of well-being came in a rush, as the warmth and heaviness of the heroin phase of the speedball dose set in more gradually. Soon enough, I could feel both of the drugs working on me towards the end. I was nodding off, hazy, dreamy, and drowsy but at the same time twitchy and euphoric. The pressure on my head got greater and greater, feeling like some kind of spinning sensation. Everything looked very dreamy and vivid.
Rating: 10/10, my personal favorite so far.
Hand of God Experience
My personal experience with HoG wasn't exactly spiritual. I immediately had a feeling of drowsy content edness, kind of similar to the effect of some opiate painkillers. I began to believe that the beats were actually trumpets sounding of pounding of drums, signaling the entrance of a powerful being. Soon enough, I found myself in a state inbetween awake and asleep. It's hard to explain, kind of like a trance. I began to have auditory hallucinations, hearing voices and sounds and patterns in the beats. I saw several weird and disconnected things in my mind's eye, a moose chasing a cowboy and various other strange nonsense things. I felt very comfortable and tingly throughout the entire thing, waves and vibrations moving through my body constantly. Kind of floaty. I wouldn't consider it to be spiritual...but it was certainly interesting.
Rating: 8.5/10
So, those are my experiences so far. More experiences will be posted above as I try new doses. Anyway, share your thoughts and comments on my experiences, and recommendations for other doses to try are always welcome. Thanks for reading.
