Thanks SadLittlePony, I love making girls laugh ;) But thanks though, anhdonia does really suck, its only because of meditation i stay sane, I <3 that Meditation stuff. I hope they can fix it too without pumping me full of psychostimulants. Your welcome though for the review! I'll have to try Zero G...

It would probably have been much more terrifying if I didnt already fantasize about demons molesting me lol. I did try masochist but it skipped from numbness to pain for me, I didnt get the pleasure effects.

I should try it again though.

So I thought it was time i stepped my game up and tried something really 'hardcore' and thus got the mp3 album with Gates of Hades. 199$ is a bit much (okay alot much), so sadly no 'pure' experience. Now this did not disappoint, I'd been curious about it for awhile. So I settled in with my JVC I-Dos...

So I finally got around to trying A-Bomb. I honestly didnt know what to expect, since because of my condition (thanks to I-dose I discovered this after consulting a doctor) of anhdonia, being unable to feel euphoria or much pleasure- I wasnt sure if this would work like other doses that promise plea...

I still dont get why it says experienced users only, that sounds damn good.

So I've noticed people saying certain doses sound scary to them by the wording. I can see that, I-Doser uses intimidating words, but I wanted to translate for some people so they get a better understanding. The truth is even if you havent done drugs, you've experienced mild forms of alot of these ef...

Any plans to hit the Gates of Hades Kagalive? It certainly cant be worse then overdose!

Unfortunately only Masochist has worked for me (Numb-Pain no pleasure, but it worked) First Love, Extend and Afterglow didnt do anything sadly. Im looking at getting the reccomended JVC headphones and convert these to mp3 to use on my ipod touch with it. Hopefully that might work. Masochist is the o...

Im wondering if anyone has some interesting hallucination/sexual combinations.

What can I say? Im a goth, I find creepy sexy Thats why Im trying to work my way up to doing Gates of Hades, being sexually molested by demons as others have reported turns me on!

does anyone know why they say this dose isnt for beginners?

It can be really fun, Im still learning to steadily astral project on a regular basis, but I had a interesting time once when a evil female spirit followed me back before I woke up and took advantage of my body while I was in sleep paralysis. Of course it could have just been a very lucid dream, eit...

Looks like there IS a beat for pineal glad stimulation. Its called 5HTP under Calm. I can tell you, that it does work. I get the same exact kind of headache from using it as I do with normal pineal gland meditations. Its centered right where the ajna chakra is when you use this dose. So if anyone is...

First, for those who dont know, spectrophila is kink regarding sex with ghosts, so considering some doses can make you hallucinate? being touched, I thought it could be interesting to take that sort of thing and mesh it with a sexual dose so it seems like your having an very powerful erotic and sexu...

Well you are partially right, I dont usually full the full effect of sex, though i've blamed my partners heh. I can say though I love sex, Im a girl without many limits and indeed I practice nudism whenever possible. Definatly dont think its icky or anything, im also a devout tantric practitioner ;)...